Alien M, again.

Okay i did some blog-hopping again, right before i decided to post about something funny. Okayyyyyy, might not be funny to most of you, but to me, at least.

Blog-hopped, hop & hop & hopped to Alien M's blog. Tried to tag something nice, but ended up something not very nice, appeared in her tagboard & it actually stopped me from tagging ):

Something like that :

Your IP address
xxx.xxx.x.xxxhas been
banned from this shoutbox.

Please try again later.

Hahaha ! Though, i wasnt surprised/shocked upon seeing that appear. Just feel rather.. ridiculous. Laughs ! People(s) been telling me stuffs about you, girl (: So, do you think banning me from tagging your blog actually helps ? Heh, think again. And hello, i love your typing style very much ! You want to know why ? Cos its almost the same as mine. Let me tell you what, i dont really have a typing style, or rather i dont have typing style. So like, i think its totally stupid for someone to actually tried to copy my typing style. I wonder how you copied my typing style, three cheers for you but you're totally retarded. C'mon, have some originality mannnsxz ! Boo to you, girl _l_

For those who cant see her blog, i've read through her entries and she stated there that she's going to change it to a private blog already. And, the funnier thing is, she said that she's going to change it to a diary. Laughoutloud ! A diary ?!?!?!?!?!?! Sounds so familiar huh.. Laughs ! If you're my blogreader, probably you'll know what im talking about. Omg, a total joke. Okay, i wont be ranting much about this, cant be bothered though. Just find it really.. funny. Roflmao !

happy 4th month, baby !

Helloooo world ! I've just got home like not so long ago, an hour or two back. Yes, home. Laughs, actually baby's coming back with me, but too bad, he've got work tmrw. So last minute, when his mom actually rang him up and asked him to go home early today, due to work work work tmrw ): Too badddddd, sighs !

HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARY TO YOU TOO, BABYLOVE !

Silly, you dont have to apologise again and again. I didnt blame you for anything, so dont blame yourself alright ? What's past, they are already the past. So dont dwell over it alright, i still love you ! (: Cant wait for our date after your work tmrw, cant wait to see you, and cant wait to hug you my loverboy ! Time flies really fast, its been 4 months already. I didnt regret a little, knowing you is still the most wonderful thing happened in my life. Laughs, you've been really sweet these months, very very sweet. And hopefully, things like that will last till the very end (: I really have so much to express, feelings' so strong, towards both you and this relationship. Feelings tend to grow as each day passes, till now, its still growing. I know you feel the same way too, you dont have to say a thing. Your every action(s), already speaks for you. Loveyou, my boo.

Alright, enough of sweeeeeet stuffs hahaha ! Bahhhhhhhhhhh..

Ohyah, and you guys must be wondering how did i manage to update my blogggg when im at home right ? Challenger rang me up just now, when im still over at baby's place. Was so veryyyy excited upon receiving that call, hahaha ! I was like, omfggggg finally. Laughs ! So baby accompanied me back to Simei to meet my brotherrrrr, then hit Challenger together to collect my cpu. My brother's veryyy strong cann, hahaha ! Stronger than babyyyy, oopppps ! Haha, he carried the cpu back all by himself without changing hands and he walked like he's actually not carrying the cpu but a.. candyfloss ! Uh, yesssss a candyfloss ! Hahaha, means the way he handled the cpu's like, the cpu is superrrr light lah ! Hahahaaaaaa, fitzaisxzzzzz. Okay, whateverz.

Back home, baby helped me with my cpu as im a computer idiot, i know nuts about computers ! Hahaha, so while baby's fixing the cpu, i went to get myself changeeee and touch up my makeup(s) a little before leaving house, again. Lol, Tmart as usual. Bah. Audition for me, and dota for him, like always. Ohyah, and before i left house, i tried to install Audition onto my desktop but failed to ): So like, now im trying again. Hopefully nothing will goes wrong mansxzz. Cant wait for it to finish downloading, its now 53% alreadyyyyy, jiayouuusxzz ! Hahaha ! So like, left the lanshop around 12am just now, then, i received a really sweet message from baby ! Laughs ! It was really sweet, i loveeeeee you b, muackmuack ! Heh, his expression/reaction and the words that came out from his mouth was dammmm cutesxzz when i was reading the text. Hahaha, he was like : Ehhhh b go home then read leh go home then read ! Lol, he actuallllly went shyyyy lah ! Hahahha, cutesxzz ! Headed to 7-11 to get some drinks, then walked to the busstop. Bus came, then parted with baby ! ):

Im starting to miss your presence, every seconds. Just cant get used to it, not having you by my side. I guessed i wont be able to sleep well tonight, again. Gah, bad bad bad.. Right now, im waiting for baby's call and at the same time, waiting for Audition to finishhhhhh downloading ! :D

Byebs, gnights all !

Littlest things

Gmorning/afternoon world ! I've just woke up, feeling rather restless, idk. Probably its due to the lack of sleeeeep, didnt had a very good rest again, last night. Bahhh, idk. Have been tossing and turning on the bed for hours, before i actually get into dreamlandsxzz.

I seriously love the way baby hug me during sleeeptime, or rather everytime ! Hahaha, but i love it more when im in his comfy arms, when im asleeeeep. Laughs ! Like when i open my eyes in the morning, im in his arms. Hehe, i love i love ! Okayyyyy, whateverz.

Well, idk why i love this song playing on my spaceeee so much. Littlest things, by Lily Allen. I just cant stop listening to it, i wished i could get bored of it on day. But so far, i've beeen listening to this since months ago and im yet to get sick of it. I still love it, very much ! It used to be my blogsong for many many times already, and now its back again ! Hahaha. The lovely piano melody played in the background, i love ! Okay, and the lyrics, super meaningful (: Lol, at least for me. Here it is :

Sometimes I find myself sitting back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissing
And I remember when you started calling me your Mrs
All the play fighting
All the flirtatious disses
I’d tell you sad stories about my childhood
I dunno why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We’d spend the whole weekend
Lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy
In your boxers and your t-shirt

Dreams, dreams of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, it seems
That I can’t shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it’s so true
I know it’s not right but it seems unfair
That thing’s are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on
Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin’ tea in bed, watchin’ DVD’s
When I discovered all your dirty, grotty magazines
You’d take me out shopping
And all we’d buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
The first time that you introduced me to your friends
And you could tell that I was nervous, so you held my hand
When I was feeling down, you’d make that face you do
There’s no-one in the world who could replace you

Dreams, dreams of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, it seems
That I can’t shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it’s so true
I know it’s not right but it seems unfair
That thing’s are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on
Tell me
Is this the end?

Its like, so dam true. Bahhhhhh, relationship(s) are always like that. Sweet in the beginning, and idk-what-word-to-use in the middle, till the end. Not good not good.. Well, like what they say, all good things comes to an end. Flames to dust, and lovers to friends ): The song is about a girl who finds herself thinking about a relationship of hers and wishes that things could go back to the way they were and wonders if he feels the same. It's all about the things that remind her of him. They might have broke up, and she's just wondering if their love have actually comes to an end. How lovely a song,

Okay, whateverz. Got a little carried away by this song, gah.

I think my cpu will be back within these few days, hopefully it will. Lol, and i guess i shall end this entry here before baby comes into the room and scream at me, laughs !

Byebs, muackmuack ~

Pictures !

Hellooooo world ! I've just got back from tampines mart, now im over at baby's place. As usual, using his brother's lappy ! Okayyyyy seemed like baby cant wait to watch his video on my blog, laughs ! So like, i'll then update his lion dance vid i mentioned this afternoon here right now, instead of waiting for my desktop to recover, which i guessed will be super long. Okay, im uploading it to youtube right now, so give me a minute before it actually finished uploading. Heh ! So, in the mean time, i'll just update about today/whatever-i-feel-like-updating. Hahaha.

Alright, today wasnt a very good day, neither was it a bad day. Idk, dont really feel that good. Temper's been really bad lately, not so but quite. I think its because im on some medication, and due to the pills, thats why. Okay, headed to tmart for lan gaming as usual. Audition, Hubert's a big bully, totally ! Lol, he's like dam fucking pro already, then ask me to play with him, of course i will lose lah ! Okay, or maybe im too noob -.- Even baby beat me in beatup, bahhhhhh.. No, baby is proooo thats why, im not noob okay ! Hahaha, okay whatever. Audi's a total dickhead, i just cant seemed to quit my Fam, idk why either. Pisssssed man, dumbass Fam, not gonna expose the name right here, im nice loh ! Hahahaaaaaaa, whateverzz. Okay, enough of audi. Sick of it mannnnnnnsxzzzz. Not. Bahahahahah ! Okay whateverzz.

Gah, i didnt get a very good rest last night. Had a not very nice dream last night, not nice at all. I cant name it a nightmare though, it isnt one. I dreamt of this particular someone, whom i shouldnt be dreaming of at all. I didnt want to dream of her, but i've got no choice. Sighs, not good not good ): Sometimes when you actually dreamt of someone/thing, it actually means that you tend to think about this someone/thing very much, you tend to stress over this someone/thing very much. So obviously, im myself and i know whats going on with myself and what im thinking, totally. Sometimes i just wished im not myself, idk. I just dont feel very good after the dream. She was so cute, and really nice, in my dream. My heart almost melted upon what actually happened in my dream, but.. It's not true, i guessed. My heart shouldnt be that soft. C'mon Tessa, lets not ponder over it. Its like Hello ! Its just a dream, everything's already fine the moment i opened my eyes, the moment i woke up.

Enough is enough. Okay, i dont want to elaborate it anymore. Only me & myself, know what im talking about up there. Even love, doesnt know about it.

Okay, the video's done uploading (: Greatgreat, like finally. Okayyyy there's only the lion dance one, i've yet to upload the dragon dance's. Maybe later on, or when my cpu's back. Heh, lazyyyyyyy ~ Okayyy, to speak the truth, im actually a little biased, hahaha ! I love lion more than dragon ! Laughs, whatever. Here it is :



Nice right ! Okay, but i bet most of you didnt really watch it. Its always better to watch it Live, rather than just the recording of it, i know ! Hahaha, i cant force all of you to watch though. Your choice ! (: Hehe, but i thought it was really good ! (:

Alright, like what i've promised, pictures pictures pictures ! :D Okay, didnt edit any of the pictures. There's no any photo editor on this lapppppy, so dont be shocked if you come to realise that i actually looked fugly without any editing(s). Lol ! Here they are :









Okayyy, picture with babyyyyy & trinaluv ! Might be meeting her on thursday again, yay ! (: Alright, baby's rushing me to sleeep already, hehe ! So like, im gonna end this entry here. Will update again when i can, byebs lovelies ! Gnights, muackmuack ! 8)

Not yet dead.

Hellooooooo world ! Okay, the purpose of trying to blog whenever i can during this period of time when my cpu's at the pc clinic, is to let you people(s) to know that, this spaceeeee is actually not dead yet. Okayyyyy, i know its like half dead already, entries with no pictures blahblahblah i know, thats why im trying my very best to like, update it whenever i can. Be it a paragraph or just afew sentences or afew paragraph, i guessed it doesnt really matter right ? Hahaha, as long as i update it, i think its fine already ! :D

Okay, by the way, im over at baby's place now. Just woke up not so long ago, baby forced me to ): How evil of him right ! Forced to drag myself out of my/his comfy bed, gahhhh not good ! Okay, he's waiting for me to have my brunch, yet im happily updating this spaceeee here. Lol, whatever.

Went to watch baby & the rest performed yesterday. I can say that, Teng ghee (baby's troupe) performed the best yesterday already. Especially their dragon dance, best ! Hahaha, same to their lion dance, gooooood ! :D Will upload the video(s) once my comp recover alright ! So, please stay tuned my dear(s) !

Alright, thats all. Byebs !

3-4 days, it'll be doneeee !

Helloooooo my lovelies, i've just got up from bed not long ago. But still, im still feeling kinda sleeeeepy ): Bad bad bad.. Cant really get back to sleep after i went to the toilet just now. Gah, this is not goood. I want more sleeeeeeeep(s) please, eyebags & dark-eyerings are popping out already, and im not kidding, they tend to be more obvious than before ): Sighs !

Seriously, i cant imagine what i will do if im my boyfriend. Lol, maybe i'll just give my girlfriend(which is me) a tight slap whenever i wake up, and maybe smack her hard on her face after removing her makeup every night. I think if im him, i will feel totally disgusted upon seeing her really pale face right infront of me. Hahaha, or maybe i will just break up with her.. Or i'll just find some banglas to rape her.. Or ... ... (whineee and whineeeee, non-stop) Lol ! Thats why i say, i love my boyfriend so much. He feels the same towards me, with/without makeup, he still feels that same way. Hahaha, he even told his friend(s) that i can actually not put makeup(s) out cos my skin condition doesnt need makeup at all blahblahblah.. Lol, but seriously, to me, i dont feel so ): I dont know, i just seriously need alot alot alot alot alot of cosmetics to make myself feeling a little prettier, after covering up whatever is on my face. Lol, okay whatever im just being random to come up with something like that. Well, alright whatever.

Okay, like what i've said on my previous entry, my desktop was being sent for repair. So, yesterday poor baby helped me to carry the whole dam cpu from my place, to eastpoint, which is about a 10-15 minutes walk. I can seeee him struggling, cos the cpu's dam heavy lahhhh. Went to the basement to have our brunch with mommy first, then hit Challenger's Pc Clinic, to send my cpu for repair. Okay, 3-4 days it'll be done. Hopefully, they wont drag the number of days mannnnnnnnn. If not, i'll die. Okay, actually not that bad, but i just need a computer at my place and not always using baby's.

Okay, i guessed thats all for now. I promised, there'll be tons of photos updated once my desktop recovered. There's tons of photos in my phoneee already, i really want to upload them all badly ): !

Byebs~

Comp's down, so sorry !

Hellooooo world ! Im really very very sorry that my blog's rather deadddd for these past few days. Okayyyy, my comp's down, due to my itchy handddds. Laughs ! Was trying downgrade my vista back to windows xp, but too bad, after installing xp, there are tons of missing drivers & end up, i have to send my desktop back to challenger for repair(s). Gah, super sad. Currently on baby's brother's lappppyyy (:

Anyways, happy new year to all of you ! (: Alright, for those who didnt receive my text(s), im really sorrrrry. Cos i've actually typed one long message, for 5 people(s) only. They're the super darling(s) in my heart, laughs ! Okay, i knowwww im sweeet. Hahaha, to the rest, its not that i dont love you people(s), but i just tend to love them a little moreeee. Hahaha !

To : My boyfriend's exgirlfriend, Joycelyn/Red, who actually claimed that i know her when i actually dont.
Hellooooo dear, of courseee i know who are you. I know you're my boyfriend's exgirlfriend, of course i know. Lol, but does it mean that i know you ? Lmao, i dont know you, im sorry. I didnt pretend, like what you've stated in your entry. I really dont know you. Haha ! What a wierd someone, when i tell you i dont know you, i really dont know you. Im sorry if you actually know who am i, but i really dont know you. Okay, its really wierd to say that you know someone when you didnt even get to see or talk to her before. Okay, to be specific, in person i meant. But hellooooo, we didnt even chat with each other online before, & you actually claimed that i know you. Lmao, you know me doesnt mean that i know you pleaseeee. I read your blog, doesnt mean that i know you too. If you were to put it your way, please lahhhhh like that i know nathannnnn the president that means he know me lah ?! Hahaha ! And right, if you were to claim that i bitched about you, what did i bitch about you ? Rofl, i seriously got nothing to bitch about you, cos i dont know you, at all (: So i was wondering, what did you bitch about me, like what you've said on your blog. Ohoh, i remembered what you've bitched about me already. Okay, i wont be typing what you've said here of course, cos i thought its rather childish to bitch about something like that. Like hellooooo, i know who are you but that doesnt mean that i know you. Same to you, you know who am i, but you dont know me. Haha, so dont tell me that me and you, actually know each other. Cos i dont (: Pathetic, bitched about someone whom you didnt see before, and talked to before. How funny, lol ! Seriously, if i were to type out what you've said, you'll be a total joke to almost everybody. Im sorry, but what you've said didnt really bother me that much. Heh. And, i cant believed that i actually made your day by making your name appearing on my entry, hahah ! Go get a life, girl. If you were to hate/dislike me just because im your exboyfriend's current girlfriend, i've got nothing to say then. Kid, lmao. Oh, so sorrrrrrry but please question your age again, your mindset's totally.. eww, sorry but childish (:

Gnights all !