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Tuesday, August 12, 2008

rainy days, moody.



sweetpie carl, you know you saw your name up there hahahaha !


gahhhhhhhhs, im really feeling very very super duper extremely pissed/annoyed/irritated by photoshop now mansxz. gawd damn it, i was trying to learnnnn that damn eyelashhhh brushhhh thingy but it just cant fuckingly work outtt mansxzxzxz damnnn all the ctrl + ctrl - thingyyyy. its a totalll crapppppp i swearrrrrr, i gave up !


uh, did i just mentioned giving up ? nahhhhh, i wont be giving up so easily mannnnsxz. gonna keep trying till i get it, its really annoying though. bahhhhhh..



today was a.. super duper windy/cold day mann. i lovee the weather like so muchhhh, & i actually woke up so veryyy late for school, & decided not to attend then. well, so like, since im not attending school, decided to meet up with cindy & jennifer, cos they're meeting up to study togther. okayyy, im like so extraaaa i know, whateverzz i dont really give a shit. jennifer came over to my placeee right after her paper, then waited for me to prepare before heading to the train station to meet cindy. i brought nine's yellow umbrella with me too, intend to return it to him, so me & him's done with you see, so i've got nothing to do with him anymore. a total stalker, it was my fault though. i know he wont be reading my blog but i still have to say : i'm really sorry, nine.

met up with cindy, & the super nice cindy & jennifer actually helped me to return that yellow umbrella to 9. lunched at kfc, then decided to go for band practice. so like, went back to changkat, but we're not allowed to play any instruments cos the sec 4Es are having their oral examination. so like, everything got kinda bored, the members are doing their theory test. kenny, kenelm & myself talked to sir about buying our own instrument, practical & theory examinations. so like, decided to just give up on my beauty course, & continue with my music studies blahhhh. will be taking my grade 6 saxophone practical & grade 6 music theory examination, hopefully i can make it to Nafa next year mannnnsxz. stressed !

school ? i dont know, most probably i'll just quit.

cindy & jennifer wanna study for their exams tmrw, so we went to the third storey. talk cock, sing song, play mahjong -.- okayyyy i meant myself, they both were studying, i think. lol ! after awhile, i was getting bored, so i went back to the bandroom & the members were having sectionals already. cindy & jennifer came up to look for me when band practice ended, left the band then.

jennifer went home, cindy & myself went to longjohn cos' she's having her dinner. i didnt eat anything, bought milo. accompanied cindy, was feeling really down then. it was just a fucking text & it actually caused me to be so very very moody, until now. ah, the feeling totally suck hard. i dont know whether im pissed, or im upset. but i know im really really very, very disappointed.


" i really dont know why you people are doing these. why ? its like, whao i finally got over him & me & him havent been contacting each other since god knows whennnn & i finally received your first text after so long, but yet, it totally disappoint me. it really does, i didnt expect the content would be like that, it was horrible. you cant imagine it, totally. one question for you, how many faces do you have ? im really sorry for being so disrespectful but im utterly disappointed. i dont know. "



i thought everything's fine but no, the moment i started deleting the almost 400 pictures of us from a memory stick, i cried so hard. i thought i wouldnt, but i still did in the end. sighs.. thanks to all my listening ears, thanks for being there for me when i need someone to talk to, i really did appreciate it very much (:



okay whatever it is, i gonna get back to my photoshopppp eyelashhh brushes thingy now. will yakkkkk more the next timeeee, bye !

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