my bad, i know.

Helloooo world ! Alright, i've just finished browsing through some of the skins from blogskin.com, and im right now, thinking of doing some changes to my current skin. Should i ? Gahhhhhh, i've been using my current skin for quite sometime already. To prevent you lovelies from getting tired of this spaceeee, i will try my best change/design a new blogskin, soon ! Heh, stay tuned to this spaceeee alright ! :D

Okay, seriously my mood wasnt very good since few days back, till now. I've been having really bad temper, and have got the feeling of scolding people very much. Idk why either, it was rather bad. Okay, not rather, but very very bad. I can see that quarrelling(s) are piling up like nobody's businness already. Not sure if its my fault to all these, but definitely, i did contribute even a little due to my bad bad bad temper lately, which is not good at all. Even when baby gave in and talked to me nicely, i just got really hot-tempered and also, my temper flared up immediately the moment i see him, so i just cant talk/act to him nicely. Idk why, the problem lies with me. Sometimes, i can really see baby's putting in effort, trying to make this relationship better, but yet, i just cant stop myself from giving him all the fucked up attitude, be it actions or words. Idk, i dont feel good though. I know the problem lies with me, very much. Yet, i just cant help it. I think, i seriously need someone to talk to. I dont think i should continue like that, i know im at fault. Im really sorry if you happen to read this baby, i still love you but i just dont know why is it this way. My bad, please understand.

Alright, i dont think i want to continue this entry anymore. Might be updating again tmrw, at night i guess. Going shopping with baby and the rest tmrw, gnights all ! (: