I'm very much lazy for photos lately.
Definitely, not camera-friendly too.
It's been so long since I want to actually doll up myself, just to prepare for another horribly long hours of cam-whoring session. It really, has been so long.
I don't understand.
I'm lazy to even doll up nowadays.
I don't really mind ugly photos anymore.
And, I literally don't like this self.

What's wrong with me?
Damn.

a penny of thoughts.

I'm so tired.
Both physically and mentally.
I've to give my mind a break, stop things from running through my mind.
I totally need a break!

This morning, headed to clinic to see the doctor. Wasn't feeling very well, gave work a miss. It was a total tribulation this morning and afternoon. I almost can't breathe. Mentally again, I mean. Sucks.

Anyway, things got better this late afternoon. Had my brunch at Kfc with Weida, then to Tampines again, to get his lenses. Took the shutter bus ride to Giant, ended up only getting ourselves a big bag of SuperRings, and a box of KokoKrunch -.- Headed back to the other end of Tampines to have dimsum for dinner again. Like I've said, I'm a dimsum siao lately, I really am. Bus back to Weida's place right after. Packed his stuffs, then back to my place.

How and when will I ever be more decisive and less procrastinative.

Bye, I feel like shit.

Was about to sleep minutes ago, but Weida reminded me about helping my bro to scan his passport stuffs for school tmr. How annoying. And thus, I'm right now here ranting while installing my Hp Printer & Scanner. You know how troublesome it is, don't you? Especially like when you're almost into dreamland. Damn.

Anyways, I had so much fun for the past few days.
Yes, with my boyfriend :)

Saturday, to Sentosa.
Sunday, Cousin's wedding.
Monday, work till 6pm. Headed to Tampines to have dimsum for dinner, but super disappointed with this other stall's dimsum.
Today, work till 2pm. Caught Eddie Murphy's Imagine That, it was awesome. I want to have a GooGa too! HAHAHA. Headed to Tampines, to our desired stall, for dimsum. So yummy! <3 <3 <3

Hi, I am dim sum siao lately.
Craving for dimsum every now and then mannnnn, keke.

Goodnight, finally done with the scanning and printing.

Mood was rather tranquilize today. Calm, and everything. Though, my first day back to work after so many days of medical leave. Took a look at the roster for this week this morning, totally palliated. Lesser working hours for this week, phew.


Sentosa

Things to take note:
30th October- Course at Airport Terminal 2
6th November- Check up, follow up for previous surgery

Working half morning tmr, 11am to 2pm. Hopefully I'll come up with a plan for tmr, after work. I don't want to rot anymore!

My mood sucks now.
Bye.

Yesterday was not as bad.
Despite the above, lesson learnt.
Of course.
Stepped into this particular place, where every and any one else there seemed like aliens to me.
Seemed so unwelcome a place.
Guess it's just not the time yet, thank god.

<3 friends around me.
Special thanks to: Kannan, James, Nicolas, Lucas, Jennifer and Huimin.
They're the best, definitely.

Anyways, just got my nails painted for tomorrow's.

Enjoyed much today, Sentosa with Weida.
Had Luge ride and Sky ride, then walked around aimlessly, then to Palawan beach, then to wherever wherever. Headed back to Vivo next, had our dinner at Food Republic. Dimsum ! Hahaha, craving for that since everyday. Yummy!
Town after that, to Cineleisure then to Heeren. Got my bro's stuff, then back home.
Super tired! Gotta turn in like right after this, waking up at 5am later!

Ok, bye!

motherfucker _l_

Cravvvvvvvvvving for dimsum.
HEHEHE.

Things were postponed till tmr.
You have another day with me.
Think positive!

Just got home.
Haven't been updating this space since god knows when.
Things weren't going on well for myself very much lately, haven't got the chance to really voice out how I'm feeling deep down, inside.
Happy-go-lucky, at least I guess people around me will feel less worried.
Yes. At least.
Anyways, things are not over yet.
Tmr will be the really big thing, hopefully things will go well.
Wish me luck.
And thanks to many, whom helped me in many ways throughout.
Much appreciated.

Baby, I love you.
And, I'm sorry for doing this ):

Work was really tiring today.
I was feeling so unwell, back's aching, eyes were red (...)
You can't imagine.
Dragged the poor self to work this morning.
And finally, I'm home.

Medical leave tmr I guess.
If I were to work tmr, I will just collapse.
No joke ok!
HEHE.

Anyways, had fun the past few days. Went for Kannan's birthday celebration without Weida, he's in Malaysia. Enjoyed myself super much, hehehe.



Love them.


And love him, even more <3

Oh, btwwwww the above was taken outside my flat during Lantern Festival ^^v Had so much fun on that day itself too.

Finally, it's Tuesday tmr.
I feeeeeel goood TAH-NA-NAH-NAH-NAH-NAH-NAH!
Ok bye!

Yay, 2 more days to go!

I miss you so much ):

Just got home, look at the time now. I've got like maybe another 2 - 3 hours of sleep before I wake up and drag myself to work later on. Weida's heading to Malaysia with the rest in about 2 hours' time, the feeling sucks. Though, I really hope that he'll enjoy himself and have fun there. I'll just miss him. So much.

Many times have I said this, 'It's been so long since I did a proper update'. Once again, this it is. Time flies really fast, please, slow down even just for a second. I'm dreading the 10th to come, very much.

Though, today was a good day. Although there's work, but I still spent most of my time with Weida. Had our brunch at Long John Silver, still sick as ever. Mentally. Ok, it'll be another 10 years the next time I step in, haha!

Headed to Downtown, got our tickets for (500) days of Summer. Not too bad a movie. But a well-liked movie by anyone and everyone? I doubt so. But I guess both Weida and myself didn't not like the movie that much, we're okay with it :)

Work then.

Car dropped by for a little while, unexpected though. Haha!

Bye.

A day without you, is like a day without sunshine.

I've just removed my extensions, you guys will not believe the amount of hair dropped right after remove/shower/shampoo/comb. Seriously, when I saw the amount of hair(s) dropped, it totally sent a shiver up my spine. Will I fucking get bald? Fuck.

Anyways, its my off day tmr as mentioned in my previous entry. Planned and hopefully everything will goes as planned. Well..

Bye.

Another full shift today, and finally tmr's another off day! :)

I saw a dragon dance at Downtown just now.

It was soo.. noisy.

Bye.

Woke up rather early this morning, despite the late night sleep I had last night. Woken up by Weida's alarm as usual. Anyways, right now waiting for the time to pass before meeting him again later for brunch. Heading to the airport terminal after that, most probably. Weida will be heading to somewhere in Malaysia somewhat next week. Ah, it'll be the very first time we actually part for so many days. Not really looking forward to it. In fact, I'm dreading these days to come. Bah, feeling horrible.

Bye.

I need sleep

Ok, I'm quite sure I'm just gonna crash right after this entry. Damn shag, my eyes can barely open -.-

Anyways, just got home from dinner with the polo boys. Half day of work today, had lunch with Weida at one of the coffeeshops at Pasir Ris. Headed home right after and then met up again after washing up and of course, got myself all dolled up. Met 2 of his friends, trained over to Tanjong Pagar, and then met up with the rest of the boys. Finally, settled down at one of the pubs or rather a bistro, for dinner. I tried the Fish & Chips there, not too bad. Was getting sleepy throughout the conversation between the boys after dinner, really! A tad bit of grumpiness, can't help it though. Headed to Maxwell hawker, for the second-half of dinner for the boys -.- Boys are boys.. Headed home right after, damn shag!

Bye.

Hi. It's been so long. Have been really really busy with work, don't have much to spend here online. Thus, I've neglected this space very much. Anyways, I'll just update what I've did for the past days, won't elaborate much. Barely could I even remember all of them.

Headed to Suntec the other day with Weida and Jenf. A treat from myself to them to Sakae Sushi, I guess we enjoyed ourselves much. Jenf was a sushi monster on that day, she ate so much. Totally pwned Weida's and my ass. Ok, I'm the loser. Totally.

Hover a little from here to there after our meal, trying to digest a little. I guess? At least for me. Anyways, parted with Weida at about 4.30pm. Headed for his training at Queenstown, while Jenf and myself headed to town. Fareast to hunt for my dress, but to no avail. Surprisingly, saw Fion over there. Hahaha, it's been so long.

Next, to Ion. Just a fifteen-minute walk before we headed back to the East. Got my lovely dress, parted with Jenf, home to wait for Weida to come home.

My boy's sleeping soundly on the bed right now.

I want cuddles, bye!