I had a dream few days back, its really good to see you again. The dream was a really nice one in the beginning, but it became a rather upsetting one in the end. Can i still miss you, C ? Well, i guess we'll meet again, one day.

I seriously need a new skin !

Cooolsxz, its right now 4.14pm already. I've been sitting right infront of my desktop for hours since i've got home at about 9 or 10am just now, yet nothing actually got inside my head. When i say this, im talking about blogskin(s). Its beeeen many many hours, for many many days, yet i just cant get myself done with a simple skin. Simple, yet unique.

Alright, im very very vexed right now. Feeling that both my head and eyelids are heavy, very very heavy. Gah, havent got myself into the right mood yet. Yeah, its still vexed. Cant find a better word to describe how i actually feel, for these past days. A really bad bad mood, i've been controlling my temper very much though.

No, nothing's wrong with baby and myself. Actually not, the problem's still with me and my terrible i-feel-like-scolding-people mood. Lol, maybe i should just lock myself in my room or even the wardrobe for the next few days. I thought maybe getting myself a new blogskin will help, really. But too bad, i still cant really get myself a nice one. Bah, so it actually dragged, and my mood is still.. as terrible.

I guessed not all of you understand what im talking about, sighs !

Alright, yesterday night before hitting the lanshop as usual, baby and myself went to century square to hunt for my dresses. But end up, i only got myself like, one grey dress. Bah. Then, had a good few hours at the lanshop again. And, i finally passed my Audi license mansxzz, hahaha ! Have been trying for months, yet i only passed it yesterday. Lol, its like so, finally mansxzz !

Actually was supposed to head home last night, but baby requested me to stay over at his placeeee again, so.. yeappppp. Hahaha ! Alright, i've been staying out for like 3 or 4 days already, and i guessed tonight too, i'll be over at baby's place. Not too sure yet =\ Mommy's gonna scream at me, though. Lol !

Uh, i guessed i'll spend alittle more time on blogskins before meeting baby later on. Byebs !

Rant.

Hellooooo world ! I've just got home like an hour back, from baby's place after our breakfast with daddy(b) just now. Welllll, was being woke up from my beauty sleeeeep at about 8 in the morning, by daddy(b) cos baby got to work today. Actually, not. I was already 83.8676 percent awake even before daddy(b) came into the room, to wake us up. Why 83.8676 percent ? Well, cos baby told me that he was already 30 percent awake before daddy(b) wake him up. So, i tried to calculate whats the percentage of me being awake before daddy(b) actually woke us up, and it came out to be.. 83.8676 percent. Idk how i calculate it either, it just.. appeared on the calculater. Coolsxzzzzz, i shall start practising on this calculate-the-percentage-of-how-awake-you-are-before-someone-wakes-you-up shyt. I think this is a total kickass one, coolshitsxzz. Hahaha !

Crap.

Alright, yesterday wasnt a very good day. Like what i've mentioned in my previous entry, i went shopping yesterday. Not. Hit town with feidi, and baby. And i was somehow pissed by the way baby neglected me, and doing his shopping like as if there's only feidi and him there, and suddenly realised my presence after his shopping. So, my face was black, all the way. And i didnt even get myself a something throughout the whole trip. Coolsxzz. And i guessed somehow baby realised my black face, and tried to cheer me up throughout the whole train ride from Orchard to Tampines, and the whole bus ride from Tampines Interchange to Tampines Mart. So, i was then a little cooled down. Okayyyyy as usual, lan-gaming. My horribleeee mood came to disturbbbb me again then, at about 11pm at night, idk, it just came like that. Bahhhhhhh, seriously i've to get a life mansxz. Have been doing these same thing(s) for months, i dont think i want to continue like that. Its like, so totally no life lah. Lan-gaming everyday, i seriously think that i should stop this mansxzzzzzz. Getting lazier as each day passes, have been lazing around since idk when. I think im going to start hunting for job, soon. But the thought of having long hours of work and not much freedom, totally stop me from doing it mansxz. Gah, sucksxzzzzzz.

Okay, i think i shall stop ranting. Im going to work on my blogskin now, i think ? Hahaha, will update again later on. So, stay tuned to this spaceeee alright lovelies ! :D Ohyah, and to those who actually took their O levels last year, today will be the day whereby you guys will be getting back your results. So, a big big goodluck to all of you ! :D

GOODLUCK!

my bad, i know.

Helloooo world ! Alright, i've just finished browsing through some of the skins from blogskin.com, and im right now, thinking of doing some changes to my current skin. Should i ? Gahhhhhh, i've been using my current skin for quite sometime already. To prevent you lovelies from getting tired of this spaceeee, i will try my best change/design a new blogskin, soon ! Heh, stay tuned to this spaceeee alright ! :D

Okay, seriously my mood wasnt very good since few days back, till now. I've been having really bad temper, and have got the feeling of scolding people very much. Idk why either, it was rather bad. Okay, not rather, but very very bad. I can see that quarrelling(s) are piling up like nobody's businness already. Not sure if its my fault to all these, but definitely, i did contribute even a little due to my bad bad bad temper lately, which is not good at all. Even when baby gave in and talked to me nicely, i just got really hot-tempered and also, my temper flared up immediately the moment i see him, so i just cant talk/act to him nicely. Idk why, the problem lies with me. Sometimes, i can really see baby's putting in effort, trying to make this relationship better, but yet, i just cant stop myself from giving him all the fucked up attitude, be it actions or words. Idk, i dont feel good though. I know the problem lies with me, very much. Yet, i just cant help it. I think, i seriously need someone to talk to. I dont think i should continue like that, i know im at fault. Im really sorry if you happen to read this baby, i still love you but i just dont know why is it this way. My bad, please understand.

Alright, i dont think i want to continue this entry anymore. Might be updating again tmrw, at night i guess. Going shopping with baby and the rest tmrw, gnights all ! (:

I want a car !

Hellooooooooo world ! Lol, im just done with photo editing(s). Coolsxzz, i guessed i've to learnnnn alot more about that. Bahhh. Cant really edit nice pictures ): Lol, I totally hate camera(s) which is like, 5megapixels and above, suck hard. Its so clear that it actually shows all the *%$%^*$&*$#^%#86 on one's face. Eg. Blackheads, Pimples. Ew, face like mine just cant afford to use such good camera(s) you see, fuglyyyyy ! And thats why, i always edit my photos, it tends to make me looks better. Okayyyyy, not very much but at least, a little better than before.

Alright, like what i've promised, there'll be tons of pictures in this entry. But, i guessed i've to break my promiseeeeee cos there's not much photos for me to update. Didnt take any photo(s) with Trinaaaa when we were out yesterday, too bad ): So, there wont be any pictures of Trinaaaa and myself. But, there'll be photos of my babyboy and myself, and myself being narcissistic, which totally cant be helped. Hahaha, bear with it my dear(s) ! :D

Like what i've said, im out with Trina yesterday. How cool ! Lol, she came over to my place and drove me to town in her SLK200, whichhhhh totally rawksxzz like nobody's businness. Gawdddd, its dammnn prettyyyy for goodnessss sake, superbbbb ! Hahaha. Moreover, its a girl who's driving it, totally stunningggg lah. Lol, its damn prettttty blahblahblah ~ Okay, i think i should stopppp this if not peopleeee will think that im some suaku(s), whateverz. But it totally rawksxzzzzz lah ! Gah.

Hit Bugis first, with the rooooof kept in the boot. Laughs, although hair went a little messssssy, who cares right ? Hahahaha, rawksxzz. Alright, Bugis Junction to have my lunch. Pastamania as usual, i still love its Chicken ham & sausage baked riceee most ! Lol, then shopped around but didnt get anything over there. Then, to the streeeet. I always loathe it there when its really crowded and squeeezy but yesterday was alright. Idk, i super into leopard printed stuffffs lately. Wanted to get myself a leopard printed half-hoodie and bag, but didnt in the end. Luckily i didnt buy it, if not i'll regret when i reach Fareast mansxzz. Hahaha, only got myself a little dress. Colourfulsxzz. Headed to Fareast right after, didnt get anything there except for this leopard printed tote. Lol, super prettyyyy okaysxzz, i love ! Then walked around, didnt get any clothes over there, sighs ! Today's supposed to be a shoppingggggg day, yet i didnt get much ! ): Nevermindddddd, maybe tmrw or this weekends ! :D It was then evening already, Trina's boyf drove over to fareast to look for us. Then when she's driving me backkkk to Tampines to meet baby, her boyf's BMW 7-series followed behind us. Super cool right ! Walaoeh, i also want carrrrrs ! Envy her mansxz, she only took 3 weeeeeks to get her license like 2 or 3 months backkkk. Super fast right ?! Haha !

So, after meeting baby, Trina and her boyf left. As usual, went to Tmart for lan-gaminggggg. Bahhhhh, wasnt in the form for Audition last night. Was feeling rather weary, and a little pissed but idk whats the reason to it too. So, requested baby to stop dota-ing and so, we left the lanshop at about 11pm, superrr early lahhhh. Okayyyy maybe not very early, but much earlier than usual. Hahaha. Went back to his placeeeee, television and chips, chips and drinks. The programmes showing on the tv were too boring, very very boring and, i actually fall asleeeeep upon watching it. Till after sometime, baby woke me up at about 2 or 3am to washup myself before we go to bed ! Was feeeling really lazy and restless, from last night till this morning. Woke up at about 8 or 9am, washed up and applied a little of makeup(s), then left house with b and dadddyB for breakfast before they left for work. After our breakfast, daddyB and b drove me home then off to work !

And i've been using the computer since just now, reached home like about 2 or 3 hours backkkkk 8]

Ohyahhhhh, went for a movie with babyyyy at ehub two days back. It was our 4thmonthsary, lol. Caught Bedtime Stories which totalllllly rawksxzz. Hahaha, i think this is a totallyyyyyyy kickass one, coolsxzz. Hahaha ! Hilarious and everything, had alot of laugh(s) in it. Enjoyed it like, throughout the wholeeeeee movie mansxzz. Greatgreat film, i seriously dont mind watching it againnnn lah. Lol, i'll rate it 4.5/5 (: For those who've yet to catch this, pleaseeee go watch it. Be it online or the theatres, just go watch it. You wont regret, hahaha !

Bedtime Stories





Somedays, i really hope that the skyyyy will start raining gumballs and i will get a Ferrari for.. FREEEEEEEEE !
Laughoutloudddddd, Skeeter's coolesttttt and im a nerd.
Oh, and i actualllly thinks that, babyy looks very very much like the guinea piggggg who namedddd Bugsy in Bedtime Stories, hahaha !


There, this is Bugsy. Super look like babyyyy mansxzz. Laughs !
Okayyyyy, whateverz. Got a littttle carried away by this film, roflmao !

Ohyah, and finallyyy Michluv's back from Thailanddd (: Hahaha, cant wait to seee her ! :D Welcomeee back, girl ! :D

Picturesssss Timeeeee ~

In/With Trina's rideee (:

With babyloveeeeee (:

Alrighttttt, i think thats all for now/today.

Byebs, muackmuackkkkk ! :D

back, not.

Alright, im done with the hacking. Laughs ! Okayyyy whateverz, i sounded like im some professional hacker huh. Hahaha, no not trueeeee. Bah. Im back right now, but im going off soon again. Might be updating maybe tmrw or tonight. A promise to all lovelies, tons of photos will be up next entry (:

It's been 4 months, my love ! (:


My hothothot babyyyy & myself, laughs !

Alright, one photo for you guys first. The rest will be up in the next entry ! So, stay tuned to this spaceeeee, byebs !

Photoshopsxzz

Hellooooooo world ! Gmorning, btw. Okayyyyy, i've just got home like about an hour ago, from baby's place. Coolsxzz, woke up like around 8plus or 9am, cos baby have to wake up for work. So like, prepared and left house with B & his daddyB (baby's dad, too long to type out all). Cabbed home, then right now, im downloading photoshopsxzz. Hahaha! Im like damnnnn blooody excitedddd cos im goinggg to hack it, laughs ! Whateverz.

Okay.. Right now its done downloading already.
So, i guess i'll continue this entry, or maybe start a new entry, later on.
Bahahahah ! To be continued..
Crap.