Few days back, it was still okay. Today, i just got so upset and i don't know what else i can say anymore. Things are getting from bad to worse, at least for me. If you've actually realised, i've been trying to let go of you very hard already. But everytime when i almost succeeded in doing that, things just cant seem to go well. I mean like, since you people(s) want me to let go, fine i'll do it ! But whenever i'm letting go, you people(s) just start giving me all the problems and again, a big breakdown for me.
Michelle
Im sorry if you're so unhappy with things going on with me, and those harsh words i've used in that conversation. But haven't i told you that i really really don't want to know a single thing about Zhenlong anymore ? I mean like, please at least try to put yourself in my shoes, and think about my feelings and all. You think i can really get over him so easily ? Its been more than 5 months since i've been seeing him every single day. And, i don't think anyone could've actually replace him so quickly my dear. As one of my girlfriends, you should know me well unless it was just plain words you're saying. But instead of trying to help me to get over him, you're dragging another person into this picture and even told me that you don't need a friend like me anymore and what's more, i'm a bitch to you now just because i asked you to just shut up cos i don't want to know about a thing anymore ? Well alright, since thats the way you want it, then so be it. Rest assured, i won't have anything more than friends with anybody from liondance anymore. Thanks, and please stop all your assumptions. I'm sorry.
ZhenlongI'm not angry at all. I just feel really disappointed with people(s) around me and even in myself. Please, i really need a break from all these. I don't want to blog about anything else today, just this. And thats all.
You've seriously made my heart sank upon receiving that message, from you. Firstly, i didn't ask you to entertain me. I just ask you to pass this message to Michelle, since you're someone close to her. And the reason why i don't want to text her myself, cos she and myself just had an argument earlier on right before i text you and i guess she'd be flared up upon receiving my text. You just don't know what's happening, you really have to understand. I know no matter what i do/say, it'll always seem wrong to you. I always know that. But sometimes, please have some limits towards your doing(s). Everyone have got their limits, you don't judge a book by just its cover. Same to me and you. How much you've hate me, i know this very well, i know this more than anybody else. But you can't just simply blame me just because you hate me so much so much, you can't do this. I'm starting to feel really unfair, towards everything. At least, get the facts right before you say this : Stop being childish. I don't have time to entertain you. What a harsh one. I did break down, but all i know is that, i'm not the one being childish and all. Who's the one being childish ? I think you know it yourself, i don't want to say much either. A little more explanation doesnt make any difference i guessed. So alright, take care and i'm sorry, you've made me really disappointed and upset.
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