I'm a happy girl !

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Daddy and Mommy, thanks for being by my side, whenever i need someone to talk to. Thanks for being there for me, whenever i need a shoulder to cry on. Despite the way i've treated both of you when i've got a boyfriend, both of you still cared for me so much, concerned about me and all my emotions. I've been neglecting both of you, who loved me so deeply, everytime when i'm attached. This time, it was worse. Sometimes, both of you didnt even get to see me for more than a week. I know i was way too over, i came to realised that only Daddy and Mommy really do care for me when something happened, be it physically or emotionally. I cried so hard whenever they talked to me after the breakup, i did. But guess what, its not all about missing my once-my-another-half, but its all about the guilt that i felt, towards them, my daddy and mommy. I just feel really guilty towards them, talked to them in some really rude manners, when they're the ones who really cared for me. Well, come to think of it, i should just go on with my life and stopped dwelling upon the past. Like c'mon, i dont think i will not be able to get over it. Its just the matter of time, isn't it ? Well, i may seemed really weak now, but i can be really strong the next moment. Okay, i'm done with. And i rather i'd love my loveliest family more, than anyone else, out there. I'm pretty sure i'm cool with what've happened, no point crying over spilt milk. I'm a happy girl now, and i love my family, very much !

Mom told me something just now, and i was totally depressed ): She told me that we might be moving over to Sembawang, really soon, what should i do ? I really can't let that to happen ):

Its not that i've got over it already, i just want myself to be at least a little happier.
You've hurt me bad enough, i just can't think anymore.
Do you know how heartbroken i am ? Sighs.
I really want you back, i really really want you back.
I miss those times whereby you hugged me to sleep, and kissed me on my forehead.
When are you coming back to me ?
Sighs, i'm sorry, i started it all.

Coolsxzz, i've just wiped away all my tears. Why ? Cos' this is gonna be a happy entry :D

Alright, nothing much today. Headed home early in the morning, was feeling really tired and sick. Talked to G on msn, i thought he was really nice to hear me rant and rant and rant non-stop. Hahaha, same to A, J, S, D. Well, they've heard me rant so much, thanks for the listening ears people(s), i'm fine now ! (: Okayyyyy, so S texted me for lunch this morning at around 11am. So i was pretty cool with it, and met S at Simei, 1pm. Again, i was late ! Hahaha, i'm always late -.- Well, went to Tampines Mall, and actually wanted to lunch at Jack's Place but ended up, we lunched at Pasta Mania again. Had a good chat with S, after our meal. And, S suggested a movie after that, Bride's war. Okayyyyy, i really did enjoy the movie throughout, it was so goooood ! Laughs, like 4/5 stars rated ?! Lol, love it ! A totally kickass one i must say, so for those who've yet to watch it, go watch it please ! :D

Movie ended at about 4plus in the late noon, called mommy and met her at the foodcourt located near at the interchange. Waited for her to finish her lunch, then went over to Toy'r'us to get her Hula-Hoop. Laughs, she wants to slim down ! Super cutesxzz, so after that, we've been carrying that hoop all the way -.- Accompanied mommy to shopped around, then headed to Century Square. She got herself a pouch, before going to buy her TOTO. Took a bus back to Simei after that, alighted at Eastpoint. Went to Watson's and bought my mascara, then she bought her nail polishes. Lol, she's getting more and more hiao already lorrr !! Okayy whateverz -.- Went to the bakery to get some bread, and headed home right after (:

Okayyyyy i know my entries are like, starting to get really boring again but there's really nothing much i can do. Bahhhhhhhhh. Alright, i think i should just end it here. Will updateeee again really soon alright, xoxo !