weekday(s) blues ?

Thanks to all of those who've stood by me, and cared for me. I'm still dreading every weekdays to come, i'm just so afraid of being alone every now and then. I prefer weekends so much better as i do get to spend more time with mommy. Well, she doesn't need to work on weekends. Love her as always, she's always trying to cheer me up, and no matter how tired she is, she'll still spend time at least to hear me rant a little. I'm sorry i doesn't mean friends are not important to me, but i still prefer times with my family more, idk why either. I just feel much better, everytime after talking to them. Well, i dont want to talk much about anything else anymore. This saturday, i'm still deciding whether should i. Most have been asking me to let go, just let go of this. I've been trying very hard to. I've been going out very much, trying to make myself at least a little happier. But i just dont know why, it just don't seem like its helping both my emotions and myself very much. Wellllll, did the thread snapped, or am i actually still holding on to it ? I wonder.