I want you back.

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I woke up in the morning, feeling so empty. I know its enough that i can actually get into sleep, it is good enough already. The first thing i did the moment i woke up was, i turned my head to see if you're sleeping beside me like you always do. No, you weren't there anymore. How could you, leave me alone here. I miss everything, every little things, with you. I wonder, do you still feel the same towards us ?

Don't you miss those times whereby we'll just go anywhere after work ?
Simpang Bedok for supper ?
Pasir Ris Park for supper ?
Ehub for movie ?
Ehub for our favourite Super Dog ?
And, i seriously miss Wall-E a tons.
Although it was the most boring movie ever, but i've watched it with you. You were beside me and i thought everything was great. And that was the day we got together.
And, im still waiting for you to ask me out to watch the RedCliff 2. You've always wanted to watch that. And when are we going shopping at town ? You've said after Cny, is that date still with me ? ):
I miss having you by my side, will you come back to me ?
Friends told me that i'm right now hanging on to a thread, it might just snap anytime.
But, i'm still holding on. I'm still struggling, and trying hard to get back everything we've lost.
Do you still remember the lightsticks and those candles whereby you've had a hard time lighting up ? The heart-shaped candles ?
I still do remember them all.
You've said this :
"Heart Shape Candles represent my Love for Simun!
Light Stick represent that i will hold her hand neva let go , walk together and overcome everything infront of us!"
Isn't it, sweetheart ?
But why, everything is just not what you've said. You've let go of me, and you've left me alone struggling hard here. We're supposed to overcome it together like what you've said, isn't it ?
Oh, and not to forget, our hamsterbaby (:

Sighs, these might be just bullshit to you. But every single thing we did, is still so important to me. I wouldnt want to just get over it and just forget about you. I know it just takes time to forget someone, but i didn't even want to get over it. I don't want to get over it, do you understand ? Cos, everything's still so important to me, including you. I wouldn't want to forget someone who's been sucha sweetheart to me, i don't bear to. Maybe we just need sometime to cool down, that's all. I don't believe that this should just end like that, its so unfair. Well, a happy 5th month anniversary to you, my sweetheart.