ended.

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It was so sweet, the feelings' so strong. Yet, good times just don't last. Idk, i just hope everything was just a nightmare, which i can just wake up and receive a kiss from you, on my forehead, with those words coming out from your lips, "It's gonna be alright, baby". Its just like a de javu, i cant believe it but something much of the same, came to my dream, few weeks back. I know, i know im losing you already, yet i took the first move. I was so paranoid about stuffs, i just couldnt get things right. Yet, i want you back so badly. I know i'm being really contradicting now, but all i know is that, i want you back so badly. But no, you don't want me back anymore. Its the 7th of February tmrw, a happy 5th month anniversary in advanced for both of us. And, another week more to the lovely valentine's day, whereby sweet couples will be all over the streets. I wonder, where will the both of us be ? Aren't we supposed to be together on this day ? I've been planning on what to do and where to go on that day already, how about you ? Sighs. Well, i guessed i can't hold you back anymore, thanks for loving me these months. You were sucha sweetheart, its just me that have been taking advantage of you when you gave in to me too much. I've created this mess, and what i have to do, is just clear it, clear the mess. Hopefully i'll be strong enough, its just the matter of time. Takecare, and i really did cherish you, so much. I just couldn't believe that we just ended like that, it's so.. unfair. It all happened too sudden, sighs.

I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side

With loves, Simun.